Wednesday, November 14, 2007!
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12th nov07
start my wrk at my new enviromnet . ppl dere aint frendly at first . mabi becos they duno mi bahs . den luckily got 1 gal i noe her during expo rdshow . she talked to mi n lead mi to whr to punch card etc . as for my ex colleague , tt guy who posted to here early in sep was nt reali frendly anymore . he got his own circle of colleague . all in veri gd term wif him , mainly they r all malaysians . all talking in their own dialect cantonese . i do noe how to listen but duno how to speak . wad a stupid gal -.-"
mit up wif shirley gal for lunch n dinner . it felt so good having someone close having meals wif u . but she n mi kidda nt veri close ler ever since she got married . but still , i love her lar =x 1st day of wrk , sales nt bad . at least got 2k i m alrdy veri pleased le . cos is like damn quiet lor . cold n silent . LOLS . OH YA ! 1 big new for myself . HAHA . rem my few entries back , i did wrote bout tt 34yrs old guy ? he actually is a married guy lar . he tot i dumb , will nv find out so tt he can take advantage of mi sia . den luckily i was dere lar . 1 promoter last time wrked wif him b4 den was like telling us tt he jus got married during april . someting like tt . den i msg him sae i knew he is a married guy . LOLS . he finally admitted . but , he sae he always telling mi tt mi n him is like bro or sis . i was like WTF . den wad for u sae u wan to haf s wif mi , wad for u wan to lie bout u getting married ? stupid rite ? den he nv reply after tt . WHAHA .
hais . last nite , ben msged mi . ask mi nt to go wrk n kip him acc , but i rejected . i m sad but i cant do anything . who will pon wrk when it is jus ur 1day at a new outlet ? wad will ppl tink of u ? always mc gal or always taking leave gal ?
13th nov07
2nd day at wrk . sales oso nt bad . sold 1 fridge , 1 washer , n some big items . guess almost 2k again bahs . was happi la . but hope it always maintain tis way so tt my money wil b rolling into my pocket . haha ! had a free lunch sponsored by diana marmi . HEE . dinner had wif diana marmi n shirley . n e world is like so small . they actually knew each other oso . haha ! den chit chatting was fun too . in e afternoon , ben msged mi again . ask mi if i can leave earlier , as he felt lonely n nid someone acc . in e end , i oso nv mit up wif him . it always like tis . when things gonna happened , it sure became bad things again . ALWAYS ! is like i m always kana put aeroplane by him . he always sae will call mi back , will mit up wif mi , in e end , alot of shit things will come out . causing mi so disappointed . he nv knew how i felt b4 . if tis time reali e same things happened , i sure will jus hack care n nv bother alrdy lor ! ARGG angry !!!
14th nov07
WORST DAY IN MY LIFE ! I SHED TEARS FOR U , MY HART IS PAINFUL , JUS LIKE A KNIFE JUS STAB INTO MY HART ! MY TEARS JUS ROLL LIKE IT NOBODY's BIZ ! Y MUS I MET U ? IT SO TERRIBLE LIVING IN TIS KIDDA OF LIFE WHERE U DUN BOTHER BOUT MI ! ALWAYS PUTTING MI AEROPLANE , ALWAYS LAST MIN SMTH HAPPENED ! HAF U PUT URSELF IN MY SHOES ? U ASK MI DUN SAE LIKE TIS , BUT HAF U HEAR MY HART CRYING SO DEEP TT I CAN JUS DIE LIKE TT ? Y MUS I LOVE U SO DEEP ? WHEN DEN CAN EVERYTHING END ?!!!!!?!??!?!
matt : pls leave mi alone ! pls stop loving mi . pls jus forget mi . i dun wan hurt anyone . i dun wan ppl to feel hurt like how i m feeling rite now . u haf alot of frens wif u . stay strong . i noe u r a gd guy . but i cant b wif u . i m someone in my mind . i m sorri for being so close wif u . made ur hart move about . im sorri ! blame mi ! jus pretend we nv knew each other b4 . thanks for always dere for mi when i nid to whine . thanks !
last updated at 7pm ... might b mitting e 34yrs old guy at nite after his wrk . i rather go out wif him den waitin for someone who dun bother mi !
11:25 AM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
