Friday, November 09, 2007!
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been hell long since i last blog . ever since june . hmmmm , let mi recall past 4mths things .
broke up wif my bf on 4th sep07 . everyone tot we r so lovely but yet no one noe wad e truth behind . i haf been tgt wif him for 9mths . thru tis 9mths , dere r gd n bad . for e 1st 4mths , our r/s is reali veri swit , like honeymoon period . but after tt , things started to change . almost everday , we can quarrel over small thing , communication brkdown . is like so hard to talk wif each other . till i couldnt take it anymore tt i suggested to end our r/s . n e worst thing is tt , i nv shed a tears ever since tt day till now . i duno wad wrongs . mabi becos i reali became a cold-blooded person . haiss .
after brking up wif my bf , i realised my hart is heading towards another person which i ownself oso nv notice . he is my colleague , someone i dun talk to him at all . but e feeling is veri strong . whenever i c him , my hartbeat will b pumping veri veri fast . as if my hart will drop out anytime lor . hais . den alot of things happened . awhile contact , awhile nv contact , awhile contact back . is like damn tired lar . i reali duno tt kidda of feeling . till now , i m trying my best to forget bout him . i reali veri lethagic to love him . veri difficult to love someone tt he dun bother bout u . haiss .
sometime i reali felt tt u can nv c ppl by it cover . becos u will nv noe wad tt person is thinking . jus like i knew a guy who is like 15yrs older den mi n happened to b my colleague lar . at first i tot he was a nice guy , willing to help mi out when i m in trouble . but who noes , he actually wanna take advantage of mi . hais . dun talk bout him liaos . i was like so lucky lor =DD so gal , beware of guys who is surrounding u . they might b another wolf hiding behind e blanket .
ALRITE . stop all tis rubbish liaos . let mi blog bout wad happen tis few days bahs .
tis mon was like so sway for mi . hais . 2+pm , someting bad happened to mi . when i was like helping e deliveryman take out stock frm storerm , i close e door n 1 HUGE metal bar directly hit onto my feet lar . den immediatly u can c e blueblack liao lor . was like HELL pain lar . but i nv cry . tt was like so sudden lor . went to c company doc , n she gave mi 3days mc to rest . rch hm , i told my mum bout it . she was like "HUH ? again hurt on ur feet ? u reali veri sway lar . wrk tis company , injured 2times liaos . somemore nt those small injuring lor . is BIG injuring" i ask her dun anyhow sae lor . den tt day , happened tt my dad bring my 2 tortoise to release to e sea . becos we dun wan to take care of dem le . too smelly , my mum n i dun even dare to wash e water daily . we scare they will bite =x haha !
u all noe de lar . old ppl always haf e old thinking . cos tt day my mum oso accidently broke her boss's mug . cost like $30+ . she veri superstitious de ma . den she recalled back 7yrs ago when we oso give up our another 2 tortoise . den bad things happened to our family . my dad had a mistress outside till now lor . den now both of us had bad things on us again . haiss . but is like so conincident.
thur n fri was my off day . today , i went to c doc again but tis time , matt acc mi over . n tt doc is so gd lar . he noe my feet haben heal , he gif mi 2 more days mc to let mi rest at hm b4 i go back to start wrk . nx mon i will b transferred to new outlet , new environment . kidda scare oso . after doc , matt suggested gng over to ele's hse nearby as he is nt in his correct mind =x had lunch over at greenridge shopping centre . i miss e food dere lor . ever since sec 5 . it haf been 2yrs+ ler . went bpp as ele wan to buy earpiece . head over to find ong , my old colleague n c how e environment . was like so quiet lor . super quiet . duno dere reali got sales anot sia .
saw alot of my old frens , old colleague . tt kidda of feeling was so good lor . last time when i stil wrking at mini toons , i always talk to dem , haf my meal wif dem . miss all of dem lor . luckily they all can stil rem mi . hee . den spent my whole evening over at shirley's shop . chit chat wif dem lor . saw e camera promoter n oso talked wif him . he damn funny lar . he noe some of my story ma . den i continue to tell him den he was like luffing off his ass lor . i was like -.-" lor . went back hm at 8+ , rest awhile n here i m bloggin . noe how long i spend to write tis stupid entries ? i haf to crack my brain for 1hr+ b4 i finished off my entries . bo bian , shar is complaing tt i haf blog yet i dun blog often . LOLS . sorri lar gal . i done wad u wan mi to do ler . rem to tag h0h =))
ps : to matt , i m sorri for being so quiet today . mabi becos today is e 1st time we mit up , kidda shy n duno wad to talk oso . hope nx time things will b gng smoothly . im sorri tt jus now i haf to leave u guys alone n jus left without saying bye . my sis got some prob tt y i haf to kip her acc . sorri ahs ! cannot angry wif mi h0h , or blame mi ahs =D thanks for acc mi today to see doc . ur dec bbq , do let mi noe e date so tt i can c whether i can make it anot . hee . alrite , it time to play game wif u ler . LOLS . finally ending tis stupid entry ! LOLS !!!
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Two Hearts Beat As One
