Saturday, November 10, 2007!
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haiss . early in e morning , i haf to crack my head to tink . n was so suprised to c tt -.-" it haf been days since tis happened . i mean i love to c tt but haiss . nvm . i jus hope i can brush it off asap . guys , pls dun ask mi y unless i tell u guys . will update more at nite . 1.30pm . . .
whole day at hm nth to do den go play e stupid gunbound game . damn bored , is like gng back to e past where i will chiong for maplestory or gunbound or rubbish game . when i play game , i will tend to forget wad happen ard my surrounding . although it cant b permanent , but at least it a temporary release pain .
it haf been 5mths or rather considered 6mths i m in tis company . n my feeling for him is like stil dere , gng on so strong . today reali nv expected tt he will msg mi n sae sori bout last time , for causing mi so much pain . haiss . i m onced confused again . mind getting out of nowhr again . can any ger under my situation able to gif mi some advices ? no one noe e pain n hurt i m struggling !!
he was now under alot of stress , due to wrk n personal issue . i jus came back after mitting him for like 15mins . he borrowed $500 frm mi , claiming tt he nid 2.5k to pay his cousin's lawyer fee (i do noe his cousin is in trouble . 2wks back i tink) n he is so swit again . is guy all behaving tis way ? when they reali nid something frm u , they super ultra swit n gd to u . when they dun nid anything , they jus fuck care bout u , let alone reply to ur sms or call . hais ! some may sae i m foolish , $500 is quite a big sum , m i able to retrieve back my money frm him ? will he deny ? i dun haf any black n white paper written , dun haf any witness . hais . thruout my mind , i nv thought of tt . becos i wan to trust him . becos my love for him is geniune . he said he will call mi once he is back hm frm his aunt hse . hope he will bahs .
jus now on his car , he asked mi to b available on 3rd n 4th of dec as tt day is his bday . i was like damn scare liao lor . den i sae i dun wan lar , 2 times he oso dua mi le , last min got things to settle . he promise tt day gonna b a successful date . i do hope soo . b4 i get down his car , he gave mi a patch of kiss on my cheek . tis time i nv sae no . haiss . i duno . well , i dun wanna tink much alrdy . i jus wan concentrate to do gd sales , so tt money will start rolling by itself . change outlet , so as nt to c him often . praying sooo hard !! tmr mitting up wif my cousin's insurance agent to buy thing frm him . cya , time to go play my game ! ppl , pls tag n gif comment . love love =D
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Two Hearts Beat As One
