Thursday, November 22, 2007!
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im soooooooo sorri ! haben been bloggin for e past 1wks . haf been quite lazy to on my com n come online . simply becos i too tired . alot of shits gng on in my life rite now . n i cant figure out how to solve it . it jus so complicated .
wrked for almost a wk in e new environment . nt veri hapi but wad to do ? yishun haf to do renovation n haf to post out . if not i wish i can stay over dere lor . sales here so simply sux ! ppl here all malaysian . nt sae i dun like malaysian ppl but some is reali veri shit lor ! she alrdy knew tt e cust is i served b4 de yet she stand dere n close my sales . is like wth lor . $10 commission ler . hais . den i kip telling myself nvm . ppl nid to support her kids n family . treat it tt i m donating to her lor . haha . hope 1yr past fast if nt i will wan to change job again . haha . anyone haf any gd job offer to intro mi an0t ? anyting oso can but pay mus b high high =x
wed early mrning acc my mum to polyclinic as she got appointment dere . after tt went for my facial appt . go back look for my ex colleague , kip complaining n nagging to dem . haa ! i miss them so much lar . though i onli wrked dere for 4mths+ but is as though i m dere for veri long le . i jus love their companion . i nv complained much bout dem b4 becos they reali treat mi veri good . mit up wif regina gal at orchard . walk walk ard n my mum called mi . sae e nurse called ask her immediatly mus go to hospital A&E . so gal acc mi over n doc sae my mum had veri high blood pressure of 230/118 . so scary lor . after tt , eugene came along .
waited for regina's fren to come den we went to haf our dinner at chinatown dere . actually wanted to bring gal to haf a gd meal as a treat for her bday celebration but who noe , bad things always happened at e wrong time . after tt , eugene acc mi walk back to find my mum . in e end , her blood pressure went down den doc sae she can discharge frm e hospital but thur haf to go back polyclinic for blood test . veri ma fan lar . i called my company n told dem tt i haf to take urgent leave . they stil nid mi to gif proof lor . it though as if i m lyin over tis kidda of serious things lor . shit dem ! they dun trust mi la ! by rite , ken sae other outlet dun perform tis kidda of thing . mabi diff manager diff ways of doing things bahs . thanks eugene , regina , benson , heng leong , matt , ken for being so concerned bout my mum n mi . i m fine n same goes to my mum . jus tt she haf to go back for reg check up .
msg ben n ask him to return mi my $ cos i reali nid it for bills but he sae he got no $$ to return mi now . i was like wtf . when u nid $ , i lend u . now e owner nided $ yet unable to retrieve it back . so angry lar ! i alrdy disappointed in him n no longer haf any hope on him ler . i alrdy decided to gif up loving him ever since mon nite 19/11/07 . he showed his true colour n i cant c any future if i get tgt wif him . mabi both our thinking is diff . 9yrs age gap is alot . i guess i nid few mths to heal my wound . meanwhile , i dun wan to get into any r/s alrdy . i jus wan to stay free though i always so envy couple hanging so lovely ard . hais ! but it ok ! i haf my frens all ard mi . hee .
nx 2 wks will b a veri busy wk for mi . having rdshow at sitex show at expo n another rdshow downstairs our shop . nid full manpower so no off days for mi . burnt ! sob . but it ok . earn more $ so tt i can hurry go for my holiday trip . i nid a brk frm everything ! anyone wanan go bangkok ? it either dec end or nx yr ler . do let mi noe ler . i wan to haf some fun . hee ! tmr off , mitting up wif heng leong . he wanna bring mi back hm for dinner . haa ! cant wait to c his mum n family . so fun lovely .
i miss everyone . . . xmas i m free frm wrk !!! anyone haf any xmas celebration ? LET MI NOE HOH . i wanna haf a enjoyable n memorable nite for xmas tis yr . =D
8:30 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
