Sunday, November 11, 2007!
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last day slacking at hm ler . tmr haf to go back to wrk liaos . somemore to new outlet . i hope i can get used to e new environment bahs . but i m scare lor . imagine all e ppl dere , u dunno anyone dere . onli like 1 person dere i noe onli . duno how sales over dere , duno how e ppl dere , r they frendly or r they nt frendly ? can they help mi when i m in trouble ? in doubt ? my ex-colleague all was like telling mi dun worri . e ppl dere veri gd de , n they veri easy to communicate de . i mean ya la , mabi to u guys , is easy but might nt b mi . cos frm wad i noe , i m e youngest over dere . n their age is like damn big lar . can b my dad or mum de =\ haha ! all tis is like running thru my mind ever since last nite . i haf to bed early tonitez as last few days morning den slp . was crazy chionging e stupid game online .
jus came back frm bpp . mit up wif my cousin's insurance agent to talk bout my plan . was quite relac wif dem chatting wif mi . at least they r my cousin's frens . someone who can fully trusted . oso quite relieved as i m done wif wad i wan to do for e past 1yr . been dragging n dragging tis matter till now . n finally i decided to buy ! cos i m like so sway tis yr . kip injured on my leg . sian lor . if i buy earlier , i can claim lor ! haha ! mabi i shuld fall down again n injure myself . LOLS . if can , i rather dun wan injured . so many prob , haf to take mc , haf to pay medical bill , no sales . veri ma fan lar . so god bless mi pls . let mi haf a gd yr nx yr . i promise to b a gd ger =D
anyone noe whr i m heading to ? place tt is fulled wif happiness or place tt is fulled wif sadness n pain ? i cant even ans myself . it haf been so long since i ask myself tis qn . m i like wad matt was saying ? m i tt train tt is like goin to crash anytime ? or can i stop e train frm operationg so tt i wont hurt ? hais ! i duno . mabi time will tell everything . hope he is someone worthy of my love ! if nt tis kida of guy , i rather i nv knew b4 .
ps : matt , i duno wad wrongs wif u today . someting nt rite . since e day i noe u , i nv c u so moody b4 . nv c u so stress up b4 . m i causing u pain ? if it mi , i m sorri . i didnt mean to sae bout him in front of u . u oso dun wan mi to put on a mask when i m talking to u rite ? i rather tell u how i tink , so tt u wont kip guessing . if it is bout ur family , jus hack care like how i do . my mum always nag at mi when she is at hm . asking mi do tis do tt , kip scolding mi for sitting in front of my com doing nth . i will jus let her nag , 1 ear go in , 1 ear go out lor . dun take it to hart can liaos . everything gonna b fine . coming thur is ur bday le , cheer up kie ? =)) 1 yr a time onli . mus go out n enjoy ur buddy n frens mah . wont b able to always chit chat wif u ler , i haf to start wrk le . but if u nid a listening ear , i m jus a call away =D takee caree .
6:30 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
