Tuesday, December 18, 2007!
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1wks+++ gone . i haf been coming online veri regular late at nite yet i m so lazy to blog . i duno y . whenever i start on something , i tend to let it go halfway . i cant do it like forever . example: my blog . . . at first , i m so eager to finish doing my blogskin , start my 1st blog entry den after tt , i simply too lazy or jus tired of updating my blog . haiss . i reali scare lor . if i always haf tis kidda of mindset , i guess i will nt go any further . my future will b gone >.<
wrking was bad . colleagues seems nt frendly at all . i duno how to sae but they dun seems to haf any warm heart . they do alot of sales , but when they c their colleague dun haf sales , they stil go snatch e cust lor . is like they dun even wanna gif u chance lors . sian lor . i hate tis kidda of environment although i noe it common . always my manager sae we wrked as a team . yes , we do wrked as a team when we do stock , but when it come to sales , everything changed . simply veri selfish . hais . forget bout wrk . i tink i gave too much of my time to my wrk n neglect my frens . n they dun reali noe how to treasure mi . they took mi for granted . haiss sad.
last wed , went out mit up wif a fren . had drink at pub wif his frens . so bored lor . i jus sit dere n drink n drink . nv do anything much . his frens i oso duno anyone . in e end , i got myself so drunk tt i puked everything out . hais . was reali a bad nite . totally duno how to describe my feeling . fri n sat after wrk , mit up wif my sec sch fren . chit chat den off i go back hm . my life is reali getting more n more boring lar . my life is surrounded wif wrk n wrk n wrk . frens n family neglected . guy frens = zero 0 . i dun even haf a guy fren who i can reali talk to after i lost matt . hais . dun wish to tink so much ler .
btw , i miss regina gal ( jus got to c her , she came to my wrkplace find mi) . i miss krissy n kyrene ! been mths since i last mit up wif dem . i miss sharlene ! always sae wanna go eat sushi until nv de . i miss eugene ! my buddy . . . who always acc mi eat gd food . i miss my ex colleagues in northpt . 1mths+ i haf been seperated wif dem . another 11mths to go . i miss shirley though i always c her at wrk ! but we r drifting apart . . . haiss . simply i MISS everyone lar ! write till here bahs . tmr off day . got to go east coast chalet for my ex colleague bday celebration . tonite haf to crack my head as to wad to get him for bday present . . . stress ahs !!! byeee .
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Two Hearts Beat As One
