Monday, December 10, 2007!
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2 wks of wrking non stop . it actually tiring mi . but i m feelin much betta den b4 though i m so weared off n terribly sick . when i m veri veri bz at wrk , i no longer tink of ben , ken n anyone else . i no longer contact wif both of dem le . as i c no reason to brk up a new marriage n a guy who is nt interested in mi at all where he onli wanna take advantage of a young gal .
hais . now all i wanna do is to earn alot alot of $$$ for mi to spend , for mi to go oversea , for mi to further my studies , for mi to do wadever i wan !!! i jus wanna concentrate to wrk n do more sales . i dun mind wrk whole mth without off day . give mi OT $$ can le . off day i oso cope myself at hm , doing nth . might as well go wrk n earn more $$ . things aint e same like b4 . i no longer nid any guy to b dere for mi . though i always hope tt someone will b dere to shower mi wif care , wif love n concern , but . . . it always e opposite . i dun ask for much . cos i noe , e more i hope , e more disappointed i will b . so i might as well dun care bout anything n let natures take its course .
today was my off day after 2wks of continuing wrking n torturing myself . haha . but i m glad tt i noe alot of new colleagues . nt jus my new outlet colleagues but oso those who i noe during e rdshow at atrium last wk . sally auntie was veri good n attentive to mi . she knew i m a veri lazy gal , jus waitin for sales to drop yet she nv blame mi . instead , she stil shower mi wif care , bought breakfast for us , afraid tt we will b hungry . n i got even closer wif other colleagues .
and oso nt forgetting my ex colleagues at northpt . i stil miss them so much . today i went for my facial n den drop by to gif dem their xmas present . at first wannna buy individual present for each one but it reali cracked my brain so much tt i duno wad to get for dem . in e end , i ended up wif chocolates for all of dem . it great to c dem stil goin on so good wif their sales . alot of changes over dere n i can feel tt they r all so stress over e renovation stuff . so sad le . when they c mi , all sae i slim down le but no longer cute like b4 . so sad lor ! nt cute le . haiss . hopefully by nx yr nov i stil wrking at tis company , so tt i can go back to northpt n enjoy those moments wif dem . i miss n love dem so much lar !!!
anyway , recently i bought myself a new watch titus for $300 after discount frm kah feng n 6mths supply of new contact lens $140 , facial cream $220 . i m a hapi gal though i gonna b broke soon =x nx target . . . might b a new bag =D gtg le . dun reali like to stay online alrdy . cya guys . n enjoy ur coming xmas . tata miss everyone . . .
9:24 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
